Yes, I know that there is still a week to go before we lay 2008 to rest. Seeing as how the final big event of the year (Christmas) comes to an end tonight, I thought I would reflect upon my experiences this year. This has been a rather tumltuous with great moments and not so great moments. Yet, all of the events that happened this year has brought where I am now–spiritually, mentally, and physically.
“Now listen, you who say, “Today or tomorrow we will go to this or that city, spend a year there, carry on business and make money.” Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. Instead, you ought to say, “If it is the Lord’s will, we will live and do this or that.”" -James 4:13-15 NIV
At the beginning of 2008, I was comfortable. I was looking ahead, planning for the future, etc, etc. It all seemed like it was going to work out. After all, everything was in it’s place. But, if God has a plan for something, it’s going to get carried out one way or the other even if things don’t go exactly as God had intended. We (humans) can try to mess it up. People can make decisions in the wrong way but God can still use them for good. I again go back to Joseph who became very boastful with his brothers. It was God’s intent that he would rescue his family and Egypt from the coming famine through Joseph, but Joseph’s brothers plotted evil against him. This did not absolve Joseph from fault. He was, after all, bragging about how they were all going to bow down to him. Both parties got caught up in the moment, stepped outside of faith, and made decisions that were necessarily wrong but were handled in the wrong sort of way, without council and without seeking perhaps a full picture of what God’s plan might be. In Joseph’s case for example, he might have wanted his brothers beside him as he rose to power in Egypt. But because of their misguided approach to the situation, it ended up going bad both for them and for Joseph. While it did end up all well in the end, there was a lot of unecessary hurt that could have been avoided if both parties were willing to take the proper oversight to see where the decision could lead AND, if maybe there was a possibility to make everything work out for the best interest of both sides without making such a drastic decision.
If you were to ask me back in January 2008 where I would be in December, I most certainly would have said still working at the same school in Anza, California. Here I am in December and I am far from there. The months of May thru June were difficult for me. It was an emotional rollercoaster ride that I wouldn’t want to wish on anyone. At least the one good thing I will always remember from May is the AVCS Sea World trip. It was a great time for the school family to enjoy eachother and the day. I know, I”m rambling again but all this has a point.
One of the points I’m trying to make is that every thing I had planned for 2008 were MY plans. But Proverbs has a verse that is starting to become one of my favorites: “There is no wisdom, no insight, no plan that can succeed against the Lord.” -Proverbs 21:30(NIV) In other words, if God has a plan, then nothing we do can stand against it. This has many applications but for my life it means that God had somewhere else for me to be and if things had continued down the path they were going, I probably would have never seen it.
So what else do we learn from Proverbs? That we should find comfort in every situation. We should know that no matter what the world plans and plots, no matter who is elected office or what evil may be lurking, “no plan can succeed against the Lord.”
For many months, I felt like I had lost God’s blessings. I felt like I was being punished or that His grace had somehow been taken from me. Now, here at the end of ‘08, I am blessed beyond measure. Not because of any physical attribute, but because I have a new understanding of what God’s grace and love is and what truly counts as a blessing.
I hope this Christmas and this Year has been good to you. With the hard economic times, it may be hard to see how God has blessed you. But look around you. Every day He gives us a chance to serve and love others is a blessings in its self. My God bless the rest of you holiday and I wish everyone the best in 2009.
-Mr. Josh


